Confessions of me today December 2007
1. I have an account on Match.com lol
2. Actually love it and met some great guys
3. I tend to look at my butt in the mirror
4. I love Tuesday night services better than Sunday services period.
5. Relieved and not broken that Jay is again with another woman.
6. Struggle with thinking I can still handle drinking hard liquor without having a bad reaction
7. 6 has caused me to realize that my friends really do love me.
8. 6 has made me realize that I will always have to have a great reason to go to a bar scene ever again, hang out with non christian friends where there is hard liquor, and if I do either I will definitely need to have a christian friend or good friend there to hold me accountable.
9. I know I'm a sinner
10. I use self tanner once a week.
11. I've never waxed my armpits and have been letting them grow out so my sisters can do for me.
12. Heard that 11 has great results!
13. I have a weakness for men in uniform:)
14. Sometimes forget that Bella is not 15 and only 3 so that means I talk to here as if she is 15 which in turn causes her to question me, repeat and disapprove and then I'm stuck with a little girl who has an attitude! lol
15. I literally only wash my hair 1-2 times a week.
16. I want to go blonde for once
17. never been to Glen Ivy
18. Believe I have obsessive compulsive cleaning disorder.
19. really compete secretly with other moms that have a better body than me and realized that I need to just embrace my uniqueness
20. listen to worship music as I run which if you know, 3+ miles is a lot of worship music in one setting.
21. still don't have that great photo to put on myspace.
22. think about deleting my myspace page permanently.
23. Woman that sleep with a dude within the first month have no respect and are filling a void of loneliness or lack of spirituality.(ME 2 years ago so I'm not pointing anyone out, but old self!)
24. the end result of 23 is either wait till your married, or end up like a. me prego and single or b. crying cuz he's just not into you 3 months later
25. kinda like Montanas when I stick to the dance floor.
26. danced at church party last night and only cuz Kelly made me, and realized that the first step to change is doing what is not normal to you...actually had more fun than dancing at AREA.
27. haven't sold a house since June! ughh!
28. Do have one in escrow.
29. want to be a dog walker like in Monster in Law.
30. Have original Beverly Hills 90210 tivoed.
31. Eat at least 2 oreo cookies and glass of milk with an ice cube almost every night at about 2-4 am!!
32. 31 is a problem and I need help!
33. Was 185 pounds when pregnant with Grey!
34. Came home from hospital and gave Yuki and Owen 5 half gallons of ice cream, one box of fudgicles and 1 box of ice cream sandwiches that was in my freezer!
35. 34 resulted in 33 which is the reason why I work out 5 days a week. No joke!
36. when I'm wrong I'm trying to learn to just apologize, but sometimes I'm so ashamed it's hard for me.
37. love my life like crazy and can't wait to see what's next.
38. scared to go on a date.
39. 38 is like this FridaY!
